Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Rodeo II

her complex chemical reactions
lead to expectations
that I practice the way
to unload a grocery cart.
we went two times a night,
claws, beard, entangled
searching for purchase.
Ranking first, number one
flush-knocked-cartoid-throb,
 she bespilt unvoweled
octaves from the high sierra.
Open  your eyes,
Cowgirl,
I  feel objectified.

post-second had a
very why dialect.
laugh asking,
do you like me?

Friday, November 17, 2017

Fourteen Two Thousand Seventeen

You whisper.
my heart turns acrobatic
you leave
light bulbs pulsing in your wake.
The bowling alley
can’t seem more chaotic than
the bed we so beastly unmade.

We made the boy and the girl
who we prep
for trajectory.
hell if know
the routes you go
with,
to me,
uncanny instinct
I trust like

I once did Santa.
(it was the drug, not me)

You can populate
a Dee-troit city directory
with what i can’t explain.
i do
know
though
why
my head explodes:

you want me?

my
high crass woman.

Together as we lead them to nest’s edge
the world will open up with arms outstretched.
my dearest partner of greatness,*
your love is
tulips in the tiptoes of
me and Harry Dean.



*Macbeth, 1.5



Wednesday, November 8, 2017

As the Weed Eater Turns

Low octane paranoia standing in my intestines. Nothing that can’t be assuaged by a deep existential exhale. My breath reeks of corn chips, coffee and cigarettes. Possibly rivaling Corn Nuts, the decomposing dog someone heaved into a garbage bag, dropped into a 5 gallon bucket and relocated to the middle of the alley behind my house. Flies pop the sack like steady rain, stuffed insensate with good old Corn Nuts. I say dog because the weight feels right when I poke it with a stick.  I can't actually see what's inside the bag. It could be a human leg.  I opt for animal control over 911 because I am not a slave to fancy. Odds are it's a dog. I wouldn’t bet its real name was Corn Nuts either. I named it in honor of the snack that smells bad.  Like my breath. That possibly my breath smells as bad as that carcass out back?   That's not even close to the truth. An exaggeration that serves no other purpose than to draw attention to the weight and inconvenience of death. 

Monday, November 6, 2017

passive aggressive fan letter

where some unnamed personal inadequacy contributes to the ghost writer's thirst for vengeance

first
had to talk her out of the race

took her to a meeting
this and dialysis?
ran unmolested
delivered suggestions 
as ice belies the booze.
what forces drive
the changing tide
we’ll leave to the known
unknowns.
what may come 
came,
the aye’s held sway
on my motion 
to ban your 
book

Jimmy's insides turn to custard


grackles blast then recombobulate
with a fresh full moon backdrop.
it was the moonwalk
on tv and Waves
of
Jimmy’s remedial charm/
plump fingers of Southern Comfort.
Jimmy cracking corny jokes and traces of her
ancient Greek grandfather's high pitch whine
still stuck in her throat.
Francine claps
what the hell.
slips
her hand down the ample 
elastic band 
of her polyester drawers,
 smiles.
Before she whips it out,
the grackles reconvene
for yet another
daring
power line cantata